It's been a while...

I feel like I haven't written in forever, so I figured it was about time to sit down and make an entry. Currently I'm watching Ted and Chris play some xbox game, so now would be the perfect time to entertain myself.. lol. Life has been pretty normal lately, which is kinda nice.

I'm working at Wet Seal now which is cool. Everyone I work with seems to be pretty awesome. Cassie and Courtney work there, and it helps that I knew them from like 4 years ago, it made the whole getting to know people at work thing, really easy. One of my managers Emily, seems to be going through my ex boyfriends like candy. LOL. She knew Jessie from high school, and now she's dating my ex Nick. Its crazy. She's a really cool chick tho and we have so much in common. I'm working quite a lot there, and its working well.

Lately Chris and I have kinda been on the rocks. We just argue about stupid stupid shit, but its kinda understandable. I'm living with him which is hard on both of us cuz there is no free time. We are in just too close of quarters and we haven't been dating long enough to be this close. I sometimes feel like we are married, which isn't a problem, but we just seem to be getting on each others nerves quite often now. Or it could all just be in my head.

Speaking of shit being in my head, I've been in a super funk lately. I'm so frustrated with everything. I'm tired of not having money, I'm tired of relying on other people, I'm tired of not having transportation. I'm just tired of not being independent anymore. Plus on top of all that I'm super frustrated with my body. I was stupid and had this stupid idea that my body would go back to my pre-pregnancy size automatically, and I'm now frustrated cuz I've realized I have to work out. It super sucks. Once I get all of these things taken care of I'm hoping I'll get out of my funk.

Halloween was dull this year. I went to Athens last year which ROCKED, so this year when I didn't do ANYTHING.... it sucked. So next year I'm going back to athens, and I'm gonna have a good time. BOOYA!

Well I think I'm gonna head out of here, maybe I can talk the guys into going and doing something.

Jones Soda and Klondike Bars-
Mikaela